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Those of my close friends, take a look at this. For the rest of you, it doesn't concern you. Recent events in my personal life have brought a certain reality to my attention, and it is something that I'm ending now. I've finally noticed that if any kind of drama comes about in my direction, or if anyone pisses me off personally, or if anyone insults me personally, and not joking around, my friends aren't there for me. I do say I hate everyone, and in all reality that's true. The general public pisses me off to no end. But my friends and family I can say I love and in almost all cases respect. But not now. All too often someone will come along and piss me off or insult me, and my friends wonder why I'm pissed off, or they won't back me at all. To sum up what just happened, some guy asked a mutual friend of mine for some help from me. I won't get into detail with it, but it's not illegal. It is a touchy subject though. I did a follow up with our mutual friend to see if he's doing ok and she tells me he made the whole thing up. So basically, this guy exploited me for his own personal enjoyment. It's kind of like if you work on cars and someone came to you saying their breaks needed replaced and you replaced them and then they said their breaks really didn't need replaced, they just wanted to see how good you were. That would piss you off, right? Well, I'm pissed off. To make matters worse, this friend of mine thinks I'm taking this too far. She thinks I'm flipping out for no reason. She says that this kind of thing wouldn't piss her off, like I live my life by her ways. And this isn't the first time this has happened to me from a friend. There have been many times when a friend won't understand why I'm pissed. Like when my best friend's fiance told me I had to grow up because I still refuse to be around my ex girlfriend which happens to be her best friend. The bitch cheated on me, but I have to grow up. And my best friend? I got no backing on it, and he knew full god damned well what happened. This is one of my two BEST friends. Someone I would trust my life with apparently. Well folks, I'm sick and fucking tired of this shit. I'm good enough to be a friend, but not good enough to stick up for? The more I think about it, the more times come up in my head when my apparent friends haven't stuck up for me. Family members too. Is my name that shitty that it's considered taboo to stick up for me? So to all of you I say fuck you. I'm not dealing with it anymore. I'm not putting up with it anymore. You need something from me? You're not getting shit. It's obviously all for themselves now, so that's the road I'm taking. Fuck you. |
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